Great American Novel

For a lot of years I have been trying to work on this one story I get a gun ho the for some reason just stop and work on another story. For the new I want work on my story and finish it and get brave enough to publish it. Not sure how to keep my self motivate but I hope to be able to keep at it and give up. I'll try to keep y'all posted on my progress. Right know I just finished the introduction and know I am working on chapter one. I figure this one of thins I'll do to keep my self motivated and doing thing so I don't get depressed

The need to write a LETTER

Today I am in the mood to write a letter to my dear sweet Sean. In case he reads this I will not get into details about the letter.

I prolly sent it out tomorrow along with some other things that need to be mailed.

This year for Christmas I don't have any money to buy Christmas gifts so this year I decided to find pictures that remind me of my loved ones that are far way, and make the pictures I pick into post cards.

I am going to be sending a sponge bob one to Ricky I wish I could see his face when he get it. I know he'll real excited to get a letter from mommy.

Well time to get back to Sean's letter. Hopefully I can make my blog more interesting maybe add some more pictures, and also hope today is better than yesterday so I can fix Sean's blog like I promised.

Damn if I do, damn if I don't

Lately been really confused. I some people telling me to do things for self instead of doing things for other
people.

Then I have another group people telling that I should of other people and not so much my self.

I am not sure which group to listen, so I am going to do just follow my heart and what I think is best not what's think I should do.

The way I see it is sometimes you have to be selfish and think of your self, and other times you need to think other people depending on the situation

I feel I try and please everyone and on the end I get yet at and people up set with me. I've learn you can't please everyone.

What I am going to try and do is type something every day in my blog. Hopefully I can do it!!!

Happy Thankgiving

I had a really great thanksgiving. It amazing how family can come together and have a good time and laugh joke around . I had a good time with my father and my uncle mark. we had fun just drinking and playing cards.

I haven't been writing much on my blog because I been helping out Sean with his blog, and boy is  it time consuming. But well worth it if i can help him out after all I do love him very much and will do almost anything for him.

Hopefully tomorrow I will get some of my blog done and add more poetry of something.
I think what I am going to do know is hook up my PlayStation and play for a bit. going to be fun playing on my new tv that santa got me for an early Xmas present.

Quote of the day

A quote I read to today and really spoke to me thought u would share it.

you don't know how strong u are until being strong is the only choice u have

Not feeling well

I just downloaded blogger for my iphone. Using it now.

Not really feeling well, I am very dizzy when I stand up or making sudden movements with my head.

I really wanted to work more on my blog but don't know if I feel up to it. Going to try and work on some and see how I feel.

My Blog attempt

This my first attempt to make a blog. Sean gave me the idea so I thought I start one. Thanks Sean. I started making a poetry page out of blogger it still needs work and improvement.  The link is over on left but like I said needs work and under construction.

I still have a lot more to do on this blog but it will give me something to do since lately I have been needing  to stay busy.

I konw one thing if I want this blog to work I have to stay dedicated, focus, and remember to write something every day, no mattew how short the blog. is. 

Also I went to my friend Billie Jo son Quiton play, and to my surpise he was very good. I enojyer watching him perform. Here a few pictures I took. Hope you enjoy.